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Monday, April 20, 2020

Sermon: Who is Gideon to Us?

I delivered this sermon on March 15th, 2020, so I am pre-dating this post. Here is the video:
Our pastor, Micah Mercer, very kindly edited out my pre-sermon fumbling around with the music stand, the microphone, my coffee, and myself. The sound is occasionally a little low, but he has done a great job of making me look as good as possible. It's just under 30 minutes, which is standard for our church these days.

This was our second service that was exclusively streamed, with only about eight people actually in attendance. I found it very challenging to preach to such a small congregation, even though I knew that many of our regulars were watching on YouTube, as well as my parents and a friend or two back in Kansas.

As for the sermon itself, I intentionally wrote it for an audience who has read Judges 6, 7 and 8 at some point. If you haven't read it, you should, whether before or after hearing and/or reading this sermon. I touch on the major points (as I see them), but I do not tell the story in a linear way. It came to me in a sort of looping way, and I attempted to deliver it as I received it.

A church member told me that she appreciated the way I got into Gideon's head, and Maxine told me that it is entertaining to watch me preach (in reaction to Gideon's panic mode). I felt pretty good about this one. It had been about 18 months since the last time I preached, and when I offered to preach this Sunday, I had no idea how busy my life was about to become. COVID19 was still a fringe thing happening in China, my semester was supposed to happen in classrooms rather than Zoom, and my family was all healthy. The week before I delivered it was crazy with getting my department geared up for virtual teaching, and I wrote more of it than I care to admit the day before. But God works through brokenness and poor plans, as I can attest, over and over.

Who is Gideon to Us?

Judges 6-8



And the LORD turned to him (Gideon) and said, “Go in this might of yours and save Israel from the hand of Midian; do not I send you?”
And he said to him, “Please, Lord, how can I save Israel? Behold, my clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my father's house.”
And the LORD said to him, “But I will be with you, and you shall strike the Midianites as one man.”  Judges 6:14-16
Lord God, open our ears to hear your Word. Holy Spirit, refresh us with good news. Jesus, be our way. Amen.

When I read Hebrews 11 and 12 about the cloud of witnesses, I did all right up until chapter 11 verse 32. When the author gets to Gideon, and tells us that he doesn’t have time to explain why, my first thought as a university professor is, “Did you do the readings at all? Because it feels like you kind of remember him from Sunday School when you were a kid, that story about how he defeated a swarm of an army with just 300 men.”
Who is Gideon to me? You see, when I go back and read Judges 6, 7 and 8, where Gideon’s story happens, I don’t see a role model, I see a mess. A coward, a doubter, a complainer.
An Angel of God came to Gideon, not even asking anything, but telling him, “The LORD is with you, mighty warrior.” Gideon’s response is to question this assertion: “If the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us?”
He’s talking about Israel being oppressed by Midian for the past seven years. The Midianites would come in like locusts, steal all the food and livestock they could find, and cause no end of trouble. More men than you could count, the Bible tells us.
Gideon knew the stories of how God had brought the people Israel into the promised land, and how God had given the land to them. He had probably learned them as a child the same way that my son has learned about Greek myths. But more than that. Recently God had sent a prophet, unnamed in this story. We think of prophets as people who tell about the future, but this prophet told of the past, drawing attention to the present. The prophet said,
This is what the LORD, the God Israel, says: I brought you up out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. I snatched you from the power of Egypt and from the hand of all your oppressors. I drove them from before you and gave you their land. I said to you, ‘I am the LORD your God; do not worship the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you live.’ But you have not listened to me.” (Judges 6:7-12)
So the stories and the prophet had to have been in Gideon’s mind, but he still didn’t quite believe them. He basically says to the Angel, “What has God done for us lately?”
Gideon seems to believe that the Angel is God’s emissary, yet he doesn’t believe what the Angel is saying, and has the nerve to put God to the test!
Jesus is quoting Deuteronomy 6:16 when he says, “Do not put the LORD your God to the test…” Not only is Gideon’s behavior contrary to scripture, it seems contrary to common sense! I like to think that if I had met an angel and heard God’s voice speaking to me, I would listen! I would obey!
Gideon’s doubts are so strong that it takes three miracles to get him to agree to the mission God has for him!
That said, Gideon does go on that mission. In Judges 6:34 we read that the Spirit of the LORD takes possession of Gideon, and that’s when he calls the troops together. This is Gideon’s big faith moment, the one that echoes back and forth through scripture, from Moses before him, to David after, and into Pentecost, when the Spirit of God was on the whole crowd, and on us today. That’s where Gideon shines. Not because he is brilliant, but because he does God’s will.
Then we come to the part of the story in which Gideon seems to do all right. This pattern seems familiar, because after our mountain top moments we all tend to behave well. For a while, anyway. Gideon follows the LORD’s instructions in assembling the army. The LORD doesn’t want him to lead too many troops into battle, because the LORD doesn’t want Israel to say that they won the battle by their own hand. The LORD should get the glory. So Gideon decreases his own army size from 24,000 to just 300 men.
Gideon leads his 300 men into the most unconventional battle since the walls of Jericho had fallen, many years before. His troops carried trumpets, and torches in clay jars. I will give Gideon some serious faith points for this one: it’s hard enough to risk your own life on something that seems so foolish, but leading 300 other people into what seems like certain death is a serious leap of faith.
The battle goes according to the LORD’s plan: The Midianites are routed. They have been tormenting Israel for seven years, and Gideon with his 300 men chase them relentlessly across the country. Finally, Gideon is a Bible Hero that does what we expect him to do.
But as I continue reading, that good feeling starts to fade. This is a war, and wars are ugly. But Gideon’s story turns dark, and it never seems to come completely back into the light. There is the usual bloodshed and carnage of war, and at one point Gideon is presented with the heads of two Midianite generals. The Old Testament doesn’t talk much about feelings, but at this point I imagine that Gideon is flooded with that feeling of being The Avenger. The bullies who had tormented his people were all dead fleeing, from an army not even a tenth of their size.
Also Gideon gets his revenge on those who do not help him along the way, whipping the uncooperative leaders with desert thorns to teach them a lesson. Our coward, Gideon, has become the kind of hero that we cheer for in the movie theater.
Our hero Gideon drives the Midianites out of the land. Afterwards, the people ask Gideon to rule over them, to be their king. Gideon gives a lovely speech that seems to embody the ideals of the Kingdom of Heaven. He says, “I will not rule over you, neither will my son; the LORD will rule over you.” (Judges 8:23)
If we stop reading there it feels like a pretty good story, in spite of the blood and gore. If Gideon’s story had stopped there, and he had gone back to his farm, it would have been a much happier ending.
Gideon does not take the throne, but he does ask for a tribute. A payment, for services rendered. He makes a request, very politely, which the people willingly fulfill for him. Gold. A portion of the plunder taken from the dead bodies of their former oppressors, the Midianites.
God had not wanted Israel to take credit for the win, so God made Gideon send away all but 300 of his soldiers. But one thing got in the way of that plan: Gideon was still there, with the 300. And Gideon was willing to take credit for the win, rather than give it fully to the LORD.
He was also willing to take a tribute of 43 pounds of gold. In chapter 8 verse 27 we read, “Gideon took the gold and made an ephod from it, and all Israel prostituted themselves to it there, and it became a snare to Gideon and his family.”
Who is Gideon? On my scorecard, Gideon does not do so well. He is slow to get into the game, with a weak start. He scores some big points in the first half, but he finishes poorly. The LORD’s goal of ending the Midianite oppression was successful, but I suspect that very few of you would wish to be like Gideon. So tell me, why does the author of Hebrews say that Gideon accomplishes so much through faith?
Maybe the answer is that God asked everything of Gideon, and used what Gideon gave.
God called Gideon a mighty warrior, and told him to save Israel from Midian’s hand. Gideon doesn’t directly say “no,” but he questions. He tests. He humbly asks for proof.
And when he gets that proof, he believes! He knows that he has been speaking to an Angel of God! But then in verse 23 we read the following:
But the LORD said to him, “Peace! Do not be afraid. You are not going to die.” (6:23)
Now it’s not just an angel talking, it is the LORD Himself. And Gideon thinks that he is going to die. That’s what happens when God gets right up in your business. It’s scary.
So Gideon is jazzed! He wants to serve! He’s so excited that he builds an altar to God right there and then. He was probably searching for rocks, and stacking them up, and telling himself, “I just met an Angel of God! And God talked to me! How cool is that?”
Then, that very night, the first instructions come. God tells Gideon to tear down an altar to Baal and an Asherah pole, and build an altar to Jehovah, the LORD. To you and me, that seems like an easy choice, especially after talking to an angel of Jehovah. But it’s actually a very risky move. Baal and Asherah are the local gods. People took their gods seriously. The men of town showed up the next morning and demanded Gideon’s life for tearing down those idols.
Jesus gives us clear instructions: to lay down your life, pick up your cross, and follow. Gideon had to know that he was risking his life in this action. He was testing God again, but this time if God failed him, Gideon would lose his life.
Gideon comes through the best he can. I can imagine what was going through his head as he gathered his servants together to tackle this project. “This is crazy! My friends and neighbors are gonna be seriously angry! And my Dad! Oh, Dad’s gonna kill me! Oh, God, you’ve proved yourself to me, but this is crazy!” Then as he and his servants are tearing the altar down, “Oh, please God, don’t let me get killed over this! This is crazy!” Then as he waits for morning, because I’m pretty sure Gideon didn’t sleep that night!, he was probably thinking to himself, “That was crazy! God told me to do it, but it was crazy! What have I done?”
When that crowd of angry men shows up at his door, maybe Gideon is resigned to his fate. Maybe he thinks this day will be his last. Maybe he has given up hope.
It doesn’t matter. God is sending Gideon to drive out the Midianites, and God has no intention of letting Gideon get killed in a minor skirmish.
So God wakes the faith of Gideon’s father Joash. Joash is a big man in town, with many servants, and a lot of land. Including the land with the Baal altar and the Ashtoreth pole. Joash’s faith has been slumbering as he focused on being a leader in his community, but Gideon’s actions, driven by God, wake up Joash’s faith! He comes to the defense of his son and his God.
He confronts the crowd of angry men, saying, “What kind of god is Baal that he needs you men to defend him? If Baal is real, he can defend himself. In the meantime, anyone who touches my son Gideon will be dead by morning!”
Now hope soars in Gideon, and he is thinking, “Thank you, God! You were right! I AM your warrior! You ARE with me!”
Who is Gideon to us now? He is clearly the up and coming hero. Gideon has witnessed God at work in his life, and he is open to the Spirit of the LORD.
So Gideon does his hero work, driving out the Midianites. When God tells him to decrease his army of 24,000 down to 300, he probably thinks, “Really? Just 300? Well… God saved me before, I guess God can do it again...” Gideon sends away 23,700 men. He is obedient, but I think he is doubtful.
We don’t get to know Gideon’s thoughts directly. The Old Testament rarely lets us know what people were thinking, but God knows. And God must have seen doubt in Gideon’s mind, because God says to Gideon, “If you are afraid to attack, go down to the camp with your servant Purah and listen to what they are saying. Afterward, you will be encouraged to attack the camp.” (7:10-11)
Gideon accepted the offer for a tour of the camp, so he must have been afraid. Where does fear come from? Doubt. When you doubt that God will come through for you, you feel fear. God can see your doubt, like God saw Gideon’s. And if you listen to God, as Gideon did, God will give you a little tour of reassurance. Gideon’s tour reveals that the Midianites have been dreaming of being destroyed by Gideon himself! And with that, Gideon’s fears are gone!
When God tells Gideon to arm his men with only torches and trumpets, Gideon is probably thinking, “The LORD has got this! Only trumpets and torches? No problem!”
What is Gideon to us now? The Hero, with a capital H!
The pursuit lasts for days, and Gideon’s troops are riding high on a string of victories. I think this is when Gideon’s thoughts begin to change from “I am on God’s side,” to “God is on my side.” It’s a small change in word order, but a huge change in meaning.
As it happens, this is where we notice something missing: no more conversations between the LORD and Gideon. The last one was when the LORD gave instructions for the trumpet and torch attack. From here on out, Gideon still talks about the LORD, but he no longer talks with the LORD. Not according to the book of Judges, anyway.
Maybe that’s the change that lets Gideon casually accept the severed heads of his enemies. When God was on Gideon’s side, Gideon became the punisher, whipping men with desert thorns. The executioner, killing prisoners in cold blood. And he knew that it was good, because he was totally sure that the LORD was with him, backing him up.
Who is Gideon to us now?
Gideon has not completely lost sight of the Kingdom of Heaven, but his vision is becoming ever more blurry as he moves forward, ahead of the LORD, rather than with the LORD.
In the end, Gideon gets the outline of the big picture. He doesn’t allow the people to crown him King. But he accepts their gold, and their praise. He has seventeen sons, for he had many wives, and a concubine in Shechem bore his son Abimelech. Judges 9 follows the tragic fruit that grows from these seeds.
Gideon died at a good old age, surely still believing that God was on his side. After all, he had accomplished what God had set out for him to do: to deliver Israel from the Midianites.
Maybe you recognize yourself in some part of Gideon’s journey. God is most definitely calling you to see his Kingdom.
Maybe you are still listening to the unnamed prophet, and turning the ideas over in your mind. Or maybe you are in the middle of the conversation with the angel.
Maybe God has answered your questions and consumed your offering, opening you to God’s Spirit. Maybe you have made the first moves, in spite of your doubts and fears. Maybe you’ve already routed the armies.
Maybe you’ve decided that God is on your side, rather than you being on God’s side.
So what is Gideon to us? To me? To you?
Let’s revisit our memory verse from January, Hebrews 12:1, “Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses…” Gideon is part of that cloud of witnesses. As we’ve seen today, Gideon is not a textbook example of practicing faith. Rather, he is an example of one way that the LORD works with faith in real life.
Gideon’s faith was not enough to make him perfect. You do not have to dive deeply into the Hebrews 11 cloud of witnesses to see that NONE of them had enough faith to be perfect.
Yet Jesus tells us in the Sermon on the Mount, “You must therefore be perfect, as your Heavenly Father is perfect, or you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven.” (Matt 5:48) That’s after telling us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us! Gideon is like the poster child for hating your enemies!
So who is Gideon to us, especially within this cloud of witnesses? And not just Gideon, either. These past few weeks as Micah has led us through Hebrews 11 and 12, he has pointed out how the people who make up this cloud of witnesses had problems. They were broken, imperfect vessels of God’s perfect faith. Each of them had a vision of God’s plan, some clearer than others. And each had a desire to make God’s vision a reality. But each of them, in their own fallen way, twisted and tweaked God’s plan, and poked at it, and bent it to make it a better fit for the world in which they lived. They tried to combine the Kingdom of the LORD with the reality that they were accustomed to.
Still, at heart, each in their own way had faith. They all felt assurance for what they hoped was real. Though their feet were planted in the world that we are so familiar with, their eyes were on God’s Kingdom. Having babies at 90 years old. Rising from slave to Pharaoh’s right hand man. Going to battle with torches and trumpets, attacking 20,000 men with a force of 300.
This cloud of witnesses.
What does a witness talk about? Usually not themselves. They talk about what they have seen or experienced. This cloud bears witness to God’s faithfulness. They bear witness to the fact that God used them in spite of their flaws. They bear witness to the grace of God, the forgiveness that flows freely, the undeserved love, and the protection of God. And they bear witness that when God plans for something to happen, it will happen.
In the here and now, we don’t face armies of invaders stealing our food. We don’t face being enslaved, sawn in two, or being persecuted in any serious way. Don’t get me wrong, there are Christians today who face real persecution. But not us. Not here.
Our battles are smaller, but in a way just as impossible on the surface. Jesus calls us to be peacemakers and healers, even when there is a virus that pushes us apart, labeling an entire ethnicity as lepers and enemies. Jesus calls us to love our enemies.
We all feel the need to be avenged for every insult and disrespect; it is a deep part of us, our sinful nature. But it is our calling to be on God’s side, rather than assume God is on our side.
The urge to gossip, to put down the weak and blame the poor. Society tries to convince us that this is how we survive, by putting ourselves first, throwing the other guy under the bus.
Maybe stopping to listen seems ridiculous to the world. Maybe forgiving someone who hasn’t even asked is the equivalent of attacking a larger army with nothing but trumpets and torches.
Maybe forgiving yourself is as hard as tearing down the altar where everyone in town worships.
The author of Hebrews tells us that this cloud of witnesses, including Gideon, are pointing us towards Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith.
That’s who Gideon is.

Lord God, thank you for giving us faith, for using us and loving us, though we are broken, misguided, and all but blind to your glory. Make us worthy to join your cloud of witnesses. Amen.

Sack Family and COVID19

We are doing okay. Not great, not bad, but a solid okay.

There. That's the post. I can't go into more detail, because the details are all tangled up like a pile of coat hangers: if I pull one out to include, I just have to include a couple more to support it, and those sort of need more background to make sense of. Next thing I know, we're talking about the Japanese occupation of Korea, my job, which has changed a lot in the last year, and Busan Waldorf School, where my kids currently aren't going to school.

Nevermind. It's all in my head. I just don't want to go into it because my brain is getting used up on other stuff. I started writing this update a few days ago, and found that it was a page and a half about my job. So I retitled it, set it aside, and started this post. It's Sunday, April 5th as I start this, and I plan to publish this week. Preferably early this week, so I can use it to procrastinate for work that needs to be done by Thursday.

All right, enough culture talk. This is twice now that I have started a post about my family and dodged the issue. It's now it's April 11th, and there are two more posts in the queue and this one has been reduced to half a page.

Winter vacation is always an interesting time for us: Horyon usually has about two weeks of actual vacation, during which we try to go out of town for some kind of trip. The rest of her vacation is taken up by "vacation classes," which I could have sworn I had written about previously on the Roblog, but a brief search revealed nothing, and an intense search felt like more procrastination than I was ready to commit to. I am leaving this coat hanger in the closet. Even with vacation classes, Horyon has more time at home than usual. The kids have about 6 weeks off, and I have more than two months. By the end of vacation time we are all ready to go back to our normal lives. There is protesting on all fronts, but it is clear that everyone wants to be back in their respective schools.

This past vacation was no different. We drove to a big, famous amusement park called Everland south of Seoul. This was early February: the Coronavirus was starting to come into public view, so people were wearing masks and it was hard to buy hand sanitizer. There was no government directive to avoid crowded places, but people were starting to do that on their own. And the temperatures were wintery: below freezing at night, snow on the ground. Hat and gloves cold. There were not many people there, so we could go on most of the rides without waiting long. When Everland is running full steam you wait an hour or two for most rides, and they sell an add-on package that lets you go to the VIP line. Not necessary in February. Of course, the water-based rides were closed, and the wooden roller coaster was as well. I was very disappointed with that. But we had a

This year the kids had a week of school, then we went on COVID19 lockdown. At first the kids were happy, "Yay! More vacation!" That lasted about a week*, which was about a week longer than it lasted for Horyon and me. Then we started hearing, "I want to go back to school," and "I miss my friends," and "My soul is starving in this wretched isolation."

* This is a sort of average. Maxine figured out that this was bad news within a few days. Quinten took longer.

By now I'm pretty sure you all understand this reality. You are either under some sort of lockdown, or reading this in the future, trying to figure out how exactly our species was wiped out.* But we started in early March, so we've been doing it longer.

*I know, my optimism is amusing.

The country as a whole has done well, but we've had some minor scares along the way: Horyon has had low-grade fevers (under 100 degrees F), enough that her school nurse made her go to the hospital to get tested. Twice. Both came back negative, both within 12 hours from hospitals designated for testing. Early on she had a week or so of a bad cold or flu, with a real fever. She slept in a separate room for a couple of weeks, just to be safe.

Maxine was also sick for a while with the same flu Horyon had. So along with our family being isolated from everyone else, we were isolating ourselves from each other. Horyon and Maxine were pretty much worthless for about a week. Maxine's been doing dishes the past few months, so we really missed that, and when Mommy goes down for the count, everything slows way down.

So now it's April 19th. I am determined to publish this soon, but that has been the case for two weeks.

The kids are going back to school. Just once or twice a week, with classes divided so that only five students at a time are there. Our school is a Waldorf school, so they don't have kids doing computer literacy until 10th grade (next year for Maxine). Even then, they have a ground-up approach, starting with how computers are made and work, the basics of programing and communication, and touching on the Internet right at the end. Before that, they don't want students to get on the Internet at all.

I refuse to stick slavishly to these guidelines, but my kids do get a lot less screen time than most, and it's a win most of the time. I miss being able to discuss much pop culture with them, but they are still pretty fun to talk to. Which is all beside the point. The point being that my kids don't do online school time. They go to school a couple of times a week, with just four other kids from their class at a time. They get homework to do, but it's not normal by most standards. Quinten's includes things exercising (take the eight flights of stairs to our apartment eight times a day), growing bean plants from dried beans, and copying a huge amount of text into his notebook. Maxine is at a strange in-between stage, without a regular teacher, so she doesn't have homework per se. Her class is going to do self-directed projects, but they are still working on how that will look.

And now it is April 20th, more than two weeks since I started. I'm going to leave you with just one photo:
Maxine and I with 2000 pieces of Glorious Fun!

A Brief Introduction

Roblog is my writing lab. It is my goal to not let seven days pass without a new post. I welcome your criticism, as I cannot improve on my own.

Here is a link to my cung post, which remains the only word which I have ever invented, and which has not, as far as I know, caught on. Yet.